Have I moved on?
It's been quite a while since we last conversed with each other. The last time we texted was October 11. Since then, no communication at all! I've been wondering whether I have gotten over her.
The first thing I did to was to erase her photos on my phone. Second, I deleted her in my phonebook. Third, I deleted her name at my Yahoo messenger. Fourth, I removed her pic in my wallet. Fifth, I removed the thing in my bag which reminded me of her. Lastly, I changed the title of this blog. Now, I completely eradicated anything which could remind me of her. Pero kahit wala na yung mga bagay na yun, lagi ko pa rin siyang naiiisip, naaalala.
Anyways, I was wondering if what I did was right. What if hindi ko sinulat yun? What if I didn't say goodbye? Siguro masaya na ako, or maybe hindi pa rin... nasasaktan pa rin ako. Everytime I'm alone, lagi ko siyang naiisip or maybe, day dreaming. Lagi yun especially pag naglalakad ako papuntang office at 11:30 in the evening. Iniisip ko kung paano kaya kung naging kami? As in sobrang wish ko yun! Maybe I'd be the luckiest guy on the universe and it would definitely feel like I won the lottery. Pero wala na eh. Tapos na.
During the past days, I was contemplating about courting her again. Maybe a second chance. Even if I try really hard, its too difficult to forget about her. Considering the pain that I felt before, dapat hindi na. But I STILL LOVE her! Big time! I've never been this in love before! I wonder how she would feel/react if she reads this. Pero if she does, I want YOU to know that I still love you and I miss you terribly!!!
Come on my loyal blog readers! Tell me what you think. Am I too stupid to do it again? Or am I just too in love? Anyways, post it in the comment section please! Not in the chatterbox.
Thanks y'all!
The first thing I did to was to erase her photos on my phone. Second, I deleted her in my phonebook. Third, I deleted her name at my Yahoo messenger. Fourth, I removed her pic in my wallet. Fifth, I removed the thing in my bag which reminded me of her. Lastly, I changed the title of this blog. Now, I completely eradicated anything which could remind me of her. Pero kahit wala na yung mga bagay na yun, lagi ko pa rin siyang naiiisip, naaalala.
Anyways, I was wondering if what I did was right. What if hindi ko sinulat yun? What if I didn't say goodbye? Siguro masaya na ako, or maybe hindi pa rin... nasasaktan pa rin ako. Everytime I'm alone, lagi ko siyang naiisip or maybe, day dreaming. Lagi yun especially pag naglalakad ako papuntang office at 11:30 in the evening. Iniisip ko kung paano kaya kung naging kami? As in sobrang wish ko yun! Maybe I'd be the luckiest guy on the universe and it would definitely feel like I won the lottery. Pero wala na eh. Tapos na.
During the past days, I was contemplating about courting her again. Maybe a second chance. Even if I try really hard, its too difficult to forget about her. Considering the pain that I felt before, dapat hindi na. But I STILL LOVE her! Big time! I've never been this in love before! I wonder how she would feel/react if she reads this. Pero if she does, I want YOU to know that I still love you and I miss you terribly!!!
Come on my loyal blog readers! Tell me what you think. Am I too stupid to do it again? Or am I just too in love? Anyways, post it in the comment section please! Not in the chatterbox.
Thanks y'all!
posted by Jal | 12:00 AM
2 Comments:
isa ka sa mga pinakamatalinong tao na kilala ko. pero love makes you do stupid things. sabi ng utak ko sabihin sa yo na "jal, you deserve someone better, yung di ka sasaktan". pero sabi ng heart ko, "jal, if you love her that much, go for the second chance". magulo ba? magulo talaga ang love, pero it's the best thing that would happen to you. --AngeL
haha.. jal, kilala ko ba siya? baka pwede ko sabihin sa kanya.. tsk.. same here lang pare.. buti nga lalaki ka.. at least may magagwa ka.. unlike us girls, ang kaya lang namin ay maghintay.. haha.. gluck sa atin sa 199 :D
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