Failed date, Pinoy Big Brother, and other stuff

I figured out the need to post today (it's been a week since my last post) even though there's nothing much to write.

The "date" last Thursday didn't push through. She texted me around 4:51 am of that day and she said that she's just about to sleep so she's sorry because she's not sure whether she could make it or not. I guess she just came home from her taping. I just told her to text me when she wakes up. She never did. During the ACLE of APSM, I constantly checked my phone for any text message and I even tried to call her several times but I wasn't able to reach her. Anyways, during the film showing, I was still waiting for her text. Suddenly, she texted that she just had a game with her brother and her family will have dinner together. She knew that I was waiting for her. Sana before sila naglaro, she texted me para hindi na ako naghintay.

Of course, malungkot na naman ako nung Friday. It's as if everyone who knew about the date asked me about what happened. Everytime I explain to them what happened, lagi ko siyang naaalala at yung nangyari. Anyways, super nalungkot ako when Faiva told me that she saw "him" leaning over "her" shoulders. Super selos ako dun kasi ang alam ko, hindi siya pumapayag sa ganun especially in public areas. We also leaned over each other's shoulders before pero sa campaign house lang yun and yung nakakakita lang are our housemates. Taking that incident into consideration, nagpahula uli ako kay Törky. Then, the cards told me that nakapili na siya. Suddenly, I felt like my heart sunk. Parang bumagsak sa akin lahat lahat. I took that hula kasi it fits the situation. Angel and Gino talked to me, gave me pieces of advice, and helped me recover for a while. I'll take this opportunity to thank Angel for all sorts of advice that she gave. She's really a true friend and I'm so lucky to have met a kind, strong, talented (Ang TV kid yan!), wonderful friend like her. Until Saturday morning, nagtetext pa siya sa akin. How sweet!

Anyways, I assumed na sila na. I called Tin and she said na nag-usap sila. Tin asked her whether may pag-asa daw ba ako. She told her that wala naman daw akong kuwenta if she says meron then dun pa lang ako mag-pupursige. So maybe meron nga.. hehehe. Nag-sosorry din daw siya dun sa date namin na hindi natuloy. Anyways, Tin doesn't think na sila na. My downward sloping emotional state suddenly became U-shaped like the Average and Marginal Cost Curve. End of story.

I am currently hooked to this new ABS-CBN show, Pinoy Big Brother. I think last Tuesday, super foul yung episode nila. They aired the portion wherein the housmates talked about sex. Words such as "devirginize", "libog", "condom", and "punyeta" were uttered. Foul yun kasi marami pang kids na awake during those times. I foresaw MTRCB to issue a warning to the show. At yun nga ang nangyari. I just hope they will be sensitive to these kinds of issue. First time naman kasi nagkaroon ng this kind of show kaya medyo understandable pa. And natutuwa ako kasi "rock-hard kapusos" are watching the show as well. Diba Jerome? (",)

Anyways, I'm happy that I did well during my 178 exam and the Econ 100.2 second exam. Sayang nga lang dun sa Econ because I already have to take the Final exam. Bad trip! Suwerte rin kasi there will be no classes tomorrow. Di ko pa kasi na-uumpisahan yung book review ko kay Dr. Caoili which is supposed to be due tomorrow so sa Tuesday na siya. I'll work on it tomorrow.

Sige... Take care guys!